Mood Swings

Everyone goes through certain times, whether its weeks or hours where they just feel like shit. Sometimes it only takes a trip to the weightroom or a funny joke to get you over it but other times it takes time. The other day I was in a bad mood. I was upset because you know who came to talk and I couldn't find the words I wanted to say. But I was trying to think of how to be good in relationships. I realized many women want to be subjugated. Now I'm sure this will come under great dispute but here is my evidence. I have had three relationships that I consider to be legit where feelings were expressed and there was actual commitment. Now in two of these relationships I stayed at a distance and stayed in control. I was there when they wanted me and when they needed me but other than that I kept to myself. Both of these relationships I ended. Now the third I dove in head first and wanted to spend time with this person. I wanted to see them everyday and talk to them all the time. I went to her room and asked her to come to mine. However, the more I committed the more she withdrew. So I believe the best relationship to not be hurt in is one where you don't completely commit. People will follow those who are strong and those who are not equal or beneath them. In my relationship with you know who I made a mistake by giving her control. However, I had never had those feelings for anyone else like I did for her so maybe that is what I need or want in a relationship it just wasn't the right girl. Who knows, this has been a lot of rambling.