What the fuck is happening?

So scratch that last blog, who honestly cares? I should just give up women for questioning one of the things that I'm good at. That's like asking should I keep pitching. Well speaking of pitching the Spartans were in action against the biggest cocksucker team in the nation, aka Anderson. Those fuckholes swept us because we decided to play like absolute dog shit. I closed in two games and blew a save for the loss, fml. That isn't like me. I'm usually a very dominating pitcher against D-3 guys. However, i fucked that one up. Then we were already down 6-0 when I came in the third to give limited relief. We suck. Hopefully every member of the team finds a slump buster tonight and does the riteous thing to get back on track. Personally, I'm drinking myself silly and hitting on some girl with a boyfriend who is twice my size.

Life comes at you in bursts

So for several weeks and maybe even months now I haven't really pursued a member of the opposite sex, nor one of the same sex for that matter. However, within the past several days opportunities have made themselves very available for me. Unfortunately, as soon as slutting becomes easy again I don't feel right doing it. I'm doing great in baseball and my school work is still chugging along and I am feeling more and more like starting a relationship, fml. This is not entirely unlike me however. I tend to change my opinion of sexual encounters as the days go by. There is one girl who I could see liking but she isn't exactly the moral girl you take home to mom. There is another girl who is the moral girl for mother but isn't exactly the right match for me. Then there is the girl from my past. She is perfect for me and I regret every day that I let her go. So my real predicament here is what do I do and who do I do. I'll probably stay the course and bung the ones that are bungable but who knows. I would say fml but many would pay to be in my position. I will probably follow the advice of He who is to be named later because all the children will tell me to bung away.

This blog is primarily rambling and I don't mind. Thoughts are jumbled in your brain and its easier to dump them all out and go over them later than figure them out in your head.