I haven't blogged in quite some time and if it weren't for the encouragement of the best looking girl in East I might still be reading. There are many things which I thought I would talk about on here but now that I am actually blogging my mind is blank. I think I will start with the most recent disaster in the life of yours truly.
Well if you don't know I am a sucker for beautiful women and I am thoroughly scared to become entrapped into any form of a strong emotional relationship. There are many reasons why I am this way but the easiest to explain is my extreme dislike of breakups. See breakups and the such are inevitable. And while the ride with a significant other can sometimes be wonderful the always unfortunate ending can really suck. I'm a person who does not easily get fully involved even if I really like someone because I know that eventually someone will do something to screw everything up and then it will be over and its easier to not ever fully commit than it is to heal a broken heart.
So onto the story. My ex-girlfriend is one of the most beautiful girl that I have ever seen. She was also one of the coolest girls and all-around best girls that I have ever met. Well I think it took me being kind of lonely and away from her to really see that. However, I kept telling myself that I shouldn't talk to her because we would just break up again and I have already broken her heart too many times. Well here goes the disaster. I texted her and after a short conversation I confessed that I couldn't stop thinking about her, just to find out that she had gotten a new boyfriend the night before. Initially it was like getting hit in the face by baseball bat then landing on a bed of nails. But a few hours after the hit wore off I realized it was again for the best and that it was obviously meant to be that way. See I'm also a firm believer in fate. So that is my big disaster that I wanted to tell.
"Sometimes you just got to let the big ones hit." Coach Espy
"You can %#@* the fat ones, you can %#@* the ugly ones, but you can not %#@* the fat ugly ones." Me and my friends from home.
"She didn't get away, I left her behind." LeBrenden
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